I threw the covers off of my face. I could feel the static between my hair and the sheets. Ugh. I must look horrible. I rolled to my side and opened my eyes frantically. Edward! Where is he? I sat up on my bed and looked around. I knew it, he left, so much for promises.
I grabbed my bag of toiletries and dragged myself to the bathroom. When I finished, I went to my room and saw Edward sitting on my bed. New shirt on. So he did leave. I walked past him and grabbed my clothes and dragged myself back to the bathroom. I wasn't going to change in front of him. When I got out, my hair was fixed; I had my blue shirt with white long-sleeves underneath, and my jeans. I went back to my room to find it empty.
Where did Edward go? I must be hallucinating or something. Maybe it was all a dream last night. I recalled what happened, but I couldn't remember, maybe it was a dream. But it was so real....
I shook my head, trying to shake it off. The Cullens were still in Alaska, and I was going to stick with that. They never left. I grabbed my backpack and went down the stairs. Then I stopped, what is he doing here? What did he tell Charlie? I stared at Edward sitting on the chair with Charlie across him.
"Hey Bells, did you have a good night?" Charlie raised his coffee and drank.
"Umm...yeah, I guess so." I walked past both of them to get my cereal.
"Don't take to long Bella, Edward's here to take you to school."
I was confused, since when does Charlie agree to this? "Nah, Edward it's fine, I'll just take my truck."
Charlie turned his head to face me. "About that Bella, your truck doesn't work anymore. You left it on the road yesterday and I had to move it. When I tried, it wouldn't start. It's a good thing Edward came in the morning to drop off the stuff you left at their house, or I would have to take you to school. Unless you would rather ride in the cruiser?"
I shook my head, "It's fine. I'll ride with Edward."
"Okay, well I have to go now," Charlie stood and placed washed the dishes. "I'll also be home late today. Do you mind?"
"No, not at all." I looked down at my food.
"....Okay...Have a nice day at school." he grabbed the gun hanging by the door and left. I heard the cruiser pull out and sped onto the road. Now I was alone. Alone with him.
I looked to my left and saw him smile, my favorite smile. Ever time I see that, it always took my breath away. I couldn't help but smile back. I felt better already. I forgot all the troubles and all the broken promises he made.
He chuckled lightly, "What are you thinking?" He held out his hand and reached for mine, as soon as I felt his slight touch, my breath became uneven. He was just too intoxicating.
I looked down on my food. It was almost empty. I ignored his question and stood up, I walked over to the sink and washed the bowl. When I was done I went back to face Edward. As I got there, he looked up and asked again, "You look upset, what are you thinking?"
I didn't speak, I placed my head down and thought for a moment. What was I thinking? Then I spoke, "Edward, I was wondering, what happened in Alaska? And yesterday? Am I even safe here anymore? For the first time, this is really getting to me. I can't stand it when you leave, and when you are here, I seem to get obsessed with you. Ever since I got near you, I have been in more danger. Maybe you were right on the first day of school. 'We shouldn't be friends'. That was what you said right? Maybe it is true. It seems that I have gotten into this vampire business too much. I can't let go of you guys, but at the same time I want to, and you want to also. You don't want me in danger. Don't you ever wonder what would happen if you and I never entered each others' lives? If we never met? Or saw each other? Wouldn't our lives still be the same? I shouldn't have moved here." I stopped, I didn't knew that I shouldn't have pushed it on further. For this could end up worst that it already is.
I didn't raise my head, I kept it down. I knew what the look on his face was. He was probably furious at me. I waited for about a minute for him to answer, when he didn't I figured that I was right. I lifted my head slowly, "E-Edward?" As soon as I lifted my head, I felt a slight breeze. I saw the chair Edward sat at set aside against the wall. Everything was still and lonely. Now I was really alone. What have I done?